Revelation

Today was our first day of worship and intercession. It was a little different for me and I felt awkward most of the time. But something a little crazy happened. First staff members, when led, were supposed to come to us students and pray over us or give us a word of the Lord. One lady came for me and it was a great prayer and I appreciated her stepping forward. But I still don't really remember what she was trying to tell me. Well, I thought I was done then, but then Micah came to me. She kept saying she wasn't sure if this fit me but she felt the Lord told her to tell me that I have the gift of touch. That I need to touch people and may have the gift of touching to heal. I was shocked. But here's what shocked me the most: not that I think I can heal physically, because I'm still not sure that's a gift he's given me but that I may be able to heal spiritually or emotionally with touch. This is all ironic and mind boggling because I'm afraid of touch. I DESIRE it so much to give to others but I've always struggled in this area. So what does it all mean? 

Father, please make it clear in my mind what You are trying to reveal.