50th Anniversary of YWAM in Denver

So for the first two days of my YWAM DTS(Discipleship Training School) we went to Denver to the 50th Anniversary of YWAM with Darlene and Loren Cunningham (the founders of YWAM) as our speakers. It was so wonderful to start out our DTS this way because I feel like it prepared us even more for what has happened so far and what is still to come.


Here's what I felt Gd was speaking to me and convicting:
two things I really want to learn or grow from this DTS is Obedience and to grow my Faith. Also, I felt very convicted that I have become very proud and "God opposes the proud (James 4:6)." Maybe that's another reason I've felt like my spiritual relationship has been suffering. I keep praying for humbleness and to be humbled but I don't know how to act on it. Or what if God presents opportunities for me to be humbled and I don't hear it or listen? I feel like I'm such a slow learner too, even in life. Also, with the pride thing, I felt Him saying that I'm not special. Now I know that sounds terrible but its really not. What I mean is that I always wanted to feel special and noticed by others. For example: being noticed for having a heart and passion for sex trafficking victims. Well, here's the thing. There are TONS of people that have been led to work in this area. For some reason I hate knowing that though. But really, its perfect because trafficking is such a problem that God will be able to use as many workers that are willing. I just have my little part to play in it all. But in the end isn't that just wonderful? I mean, knowing and believing that concept means that you have truly grasped the Kingdom.